At least that is what a note on my desk says, but it really doesn't feel like it lately. I feel out of control, insane, confused and upset. People are not what they seem and while I really did know that you really can't trust anyone, I just didn't want to believe it. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know where I will end up. I don't know what I want. I can't think straight. I'm not ok. I hate thinking. Feeling. I am so tired.