Who is Christopher Poindexter and how does he know my every thought?

Day 40: Fuck Fear

The thing is; I am just doing the best I can.  And sometimes I know that isn't good enough.  But it is the best I can do.  And I know that everyone leaves and that the people closest to me really do not love me and that sometimes I just can't breath.  When I can breath, sometimes I can't feel anymore.

Day 23: Because nobody cares anyway

I see you...

Everywhere.

The thing about addiction...

People don't know how to respond to it.  They don't know what to do.  They tip toe around the addict like they have an undiscovered cancer that everyone can see, except the sick person themselves.  They pretend that watching them kill themselves isn't so bad and they don't do anything to help because they are afraid.  They are more afraid of alienating someone, than they are of attending their funeral.  And all of this makes the others, the honest, the most evil people that were for telling the truth.  Because if only one person is telling the truth, then they must be telling a lie.